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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2007|11:40 pm]
Two more prelim papers, three more nlvl papers.
cant wait for them to be over.
studied real hard for physics, read through all the notes in my 10years series.
so physics paper was alright today whereas chemistry sucked cause i never even touched it. chemistry's hopeless. molecules atoms alkene alkane bromine solution double bond single bond omg i never actually knew all these til alicia told me today. yeah instant knowledge on chem in just 2mins okay!

no school tmr, poa paper. wednesday geography. i need a tutor once again.

--

this is how much words of good advice mean to me
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2007|02:37 pm]
I did not ask anyone to fight for me, quit assuming.
you say this is between me and you, but you bitch to your friends about me. you blog about me and your friends laugh with you / comment about me too. is it any of their business? does it concern them either? Guess not. so why're you making a big fuss bout it, now that youre getting it back?
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2007|09:07 pm]
FUCKKKKK MY WHOLE ENTRY GOT DELETED. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK.

basically its about

1. how tired i am and how much i want to get over my n's.

2. and does 'everyone' mean only the two of you? well if you can assure me that the parents hate me just as much as you do, il leave this house. if you think that i look good only cause shades cover half my face, at least i can even look good in shades. can shades even cover half the rotten holes in your face? guess not. its difficult, having a conflict with you when we're under one roof. besides, i never did anything to you. youre just unhappy with how i dress. you think i LOOK like a whore / slut? im not one. tell me again, when did you lose your virginity?

3. i thought my life's happier since i got what i wish i could have. but it all doesnt seem that fulfilling anymore. it only lasted for that little while. look who's crying now. look who got tricked again.

4. i studied real hard for ss. but im just gna flunk it i guess. i misunderstood the question. fucked. 




 
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2007|09:30 pm]

Whatever you say man. we have our own lives, why dont you just bother bout yours? Up till now you still bitch bout me in your lj when i dont have much issues with you anymore. and your fucking friends, they dont know me either so like wtf. you text me last minute telling me you took this and that and i tell you its okay, nicely. whatever it is, youve just proven to me you dont show any grattitude at all. fuck you and your "you may not believe me but i do appreciate everything (blahblahblah)" because i really cant bring myself to believe you. bitchslutwhore.

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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2007|11:10 pm]
[Current Mood | busy]

I honestly wish i would be able to update more often but apparently, i hardly even get to use the com.
(starts whining)
Deafcon5 was awesome, really. (inserts hearts x982375634)

Im talking to myself yeyyyyy oh look, unicorn! rararhahahahahah crazy police car lololol.

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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2007|10:06 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]

monday:
1. school. four periods of english, fell asleep.
2. went over to jasmine's place to edit art photos.
3. baked muffins.

tuesday:
1. school. skipped ExerciseTime.
2. jasmine came over to bake cookies.
3. fang came over too.

wednesday:
1. school. skipped ExerciseTime.
2. Met NaomiDiceGran for Alone.
3. We were fucking cracking jokes throughout the show. the ppls names so retarded. Good show overall.

thursday:
1. school. skipped PE.
2. art remedial.
3. met G.diddy for dinner &Disturbia.

today:
1. school. it was a whole day of running away from teachers.
2. ps to the cathay to city hall to peninsula to bugis to home.
3. parents have gone out of sg till sunday.
4. gonna stuff the second barbell into my tongue again.
5. i cant stop biting my barbell, now my teeth hurts like hell.

tmr:
1. church.
3. spreeing.
2. baybeats.
3. chalet!
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2007|06:02 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]

1. i overslept today, thus i skipped school.
2. shit, i missed art lesson.
3. mummy bought japanese seaweed chicken &glazed teriyaki chicken for me again!
4. naomi asked me watch movie with her dice and gran tmr.
5. but dong also asked.
6. conclusion: all 5 watch together!
7. but dong wants to watch a different show from what naomi wants to watch.
8. think about that later.
9. il be busy after school tmr.
10. so thursday il prolly go over to jasmine's house to edit the pics we took for art, then put into her thumbdrive.
11. and on friday we can hand it to miss ong to print for us.
12. jasmime might be coming over to bake on friday, and she might be staying over too.
13. the drilling upstairs is making me so effing pissed. (renovation, new 'neighbour', tsktsk)
14. i can smell the corn soup mummy is cooking!
15. i hate mensus.
16. my phone is officially broke again, today.
17. last night, i dreamt that i won $150,000.
18. with that money, i bought
1. iBook
2. some other ordinary laptop
3. slr camera.
4. sissie's digi cam, but in black.
5. Dior makeup set.
6. Dior bag.
7. Dior wallet.
8. Dior Addict 2.
9. that $1000+ hotpink patent LV wallet.
10. LV bag.
11. Gucci wallet.
12. Gucci bag.
13. Gucci pouch.
14. Gucci Envy Me.
15. Guess wallet.
16. Guess bag.
17. Nina Ricci perfume.
18. Paris Hilton perfume.
19. many x92834 oversized shades.
20. many x27367 accessories.
21. many x289375384975 dresses, skirts, tops &jeans.
with that money, i also watched movie marathon and ate lots of sakae sushi buffet.


19. why did it have to be a dreammm, oh cruel world!
20. cheebye, got school tmr!

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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2007|01:33 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]

Oh lookie, im updating again! T.T

I feel so deprived, i dont get to use the com unless dad and mom go out and happen to leave the laptop around. Sigh. Okay so anyways, had my n'lvl photos taken on friday night. And yesterday, went to play pool at cuppage after svc. Saw Nicholas &Kai there. But neither of us said Hi at all. Lol. Uhh met jasmine and played pool for awhile more then we rushed to Fareast for her to get her clutch. Then rushed back to Tangs to meet Naomi &Dice. Jasmine rushed to Somerset to meet Teckann they all, and Naomi, Dice &i went to raffles to wait for Gran, who was apparently lost, cause he dnoe how to take the mrt. ...rich ppl. (tsktsk)

Okay then went for Acoustica. Lerping was so funny with his bukkkake on visa's face song. Uhh, after that we all went to BurgerKing to eat. Then Naomi &i rushed off the look for cab home. Naomi went off first. Thanks Dice Gran &Roshni for helping me look for cab too. (:

Came home, straightaway apologised to mom for being slightly late and not keeping to my word of coming home at 11pm.

Meeting Xifang 4 at Admiralty to study (: Will be doing my physics 10years series. Yey i want to buy the Math &Chem one too. Okay i feel that i have to poo, bye!


lets just hope we dont live on it.

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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2007|09:40 am]
[Current Mood | crappy]

BadObsession did well at nyp, with their acoustic set. Its something different for them, &they enjoyed it alot too.
especially Dong and Evigan. Gordon was like trying to run away in case they ask him to present some stuff. He didnt even wanna take his certificate thingy for being judge. only because it was heavy. wth.
we went to watch harry potter after that. but i had to leave first. cause some problems at home.

reached home, got locked out of the house. wondered around admiralty. then sissie texted me saying she'll help me open the gate. appreciate that alot.
had a talk with mom. settled our stuff, went to bed.

school the next day. fucking CIP, have to collect newspapers lah wtf.
after that went to nat's hse to change and went to town.

her last message was a wakeup call to me.
i told them i cant be hanging out with them much, anymore.
of course i would still do so, but prolly not that often alrdy.
but il still love them people as much as i did before.
cried went i told dice everything that happened last night, about her msg. about everything lah.


going to meet fang to study later, after she is let off from work.
i think im sick. i feel like crap. my nose, my throat, my head.

ohyeah, pierced my tragus again last night anyways.





andthatshowifeel.

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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2007|07:56 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

<3 Bad Obsession, guest band at NYP tmr. playing acoustic.

edit.
Fuck lah whats up with them. Now they bitch about things that totally doesnt concern them at all.
And i didnt even bitch about them first lah? Fuck lah cheebye, whats the point of trying to be nice to them.
Trying to look for the fucking barbell for her. And in the end giving her my barbell cause the ball's red.
She quarreled with me the other day saying that her shirt dropped on the floor and i didnt even pick up plus i even rolled on it. Thing is, i DIDNT KNOW it dropped. If i knew id obviously have picked it up right.
Then she carried on saying that i use her com some more. Wtf, the other day said i lend her my skinnies so must repay. So like that day she borrowed my skinnies again AND left her com what, so how was i to know?
Plus its because i lent her my jeans thats why i couldnt have it altered on that day and will have to go back to teckwhye another time just to get it altered.
So much for trying to be nice to them.

Keep your fucking comments to yourself lah fuck?

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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2007|03:40 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]

AHHHH, havent really been updating cause either i dont get to use the com, or i get to use but not enough time to update.

So anyways,

Have been spending alot of time with Naomi and Bren lately.
Rawr. Love then ppl.
Went for svc, then went to Cityhall to meet Bren &Naomi.
Deafcon4 yesterday! ...it was okay lah. Rosli Mansor nicenice [:
Went to seesha at sahara with Naomi, Bren, Ken, Roshni &Gran yesterday, after DeafCon.
Then ate at macs, made some noise, shoot ice at each other.
Gran extra, shoot FRIES lah walao. T.T

Okay so like, going to cityhall to meet Bren &maybe Naomi later around 6.

Nobody knows my blog.
So Tania doesnt get much comments.
Eeeeeee, okay bye sis need to use the com to do her work.

(tiptoe away)
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(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2007|11:15 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]

Photoshoot was awesome, like totally.
After the photoshoot went to have macs with the two photographers, naomi &gordon.
then after that we all took different buses home, but gordon and i took the same bus to yishun
hahaha it was damn fun.

Walao he was so fucking prettaye + sexaye + prettaye + sexaye that day, i cannot take it!
hhahhaha.
So anyways, the band photos will be on bad obsession's album.
had some fun, having our own photos taken too! [:
then took pics individually with gordon and dong too. yeahhhh

Parents werent happy that i came home late.

BUT ANYWAYSSSS, went to sentosa today. quite alot of ppl.
me, naomi, roshni, dice, granville, nigel, boon &three other ppl, didnt get to catch their names. but eh one of them is a handsome indian okay! hahhaha. took pictures and all. fucking granville, carry me deep into the sea, i fucking scared and keep screaming! then the lifeguard thought we both drowning lah T.T

bathed and all, went to harbourfront pastamania to have dinner, then went home! i reached home at 1040 today okay. good girl alrdy [: past few days iv been going home really really late lah.

aiyuh fuck, mom chased me away.
and fuck! got school tmr.
FUCK. bye. ):


if only i nvr came online.
if only you nvr told me.
if only this nvr happened.
if only.
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2007|02:05 am]
[Current Mood | tired]

Fucking tired.

Like, svc today.
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2007|05:51 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]



Random, but i just miss this baby alot, all of a sudden.
..sighs ),:



School was fun today anyways. hahahh, lazy to update.
Tmr will be fuckinggg busy day in town, really.
1. church.
2. meet siqing.
3. meet jasmine.
4. go shopping for a bit.
5. meet jasmine's bf.
6. play pool at cuppage.
7. call hweeling, joanna, natassia, audrey, kim, michelle, fahmy.
8. wait for all of them to come.
9. take the photos for my n'lvl art.
10. have dinner with kim and michelle.

Hahaha, kim is my long lost primary school friend.
She said we should meet up. &they will both help me refresh my memory on who is michelle.
Feel really bad i forgot her though. HAHAHA, yey so excited! Its been four fucking years!

Gonna have my first meal for the day now BYE AH BYE (skips away)
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I PASTE MY SPONGEBOB SOCKS ON THE WALL SO PATRICK THE BALLOON WONT BE LONELY. [Jun. 28th, 2007|12:52 am]
[Current Mood | happy]

sigh tania isnt happy.
tania doesnt like seeing sissie so sad.
cheer up sissie!
(pats back)
(slaps ass)



SO ANYWAYS. HEHEHEHEHHEH.



camwhored in art room with jasmine today. she's like my biatchmate &les at the same time. HAH.


sleeeepy, okay bye.
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2007|08:01 pm]
[Current Mood | lethargic]

HA HA HA !
I THINK IM AWESOME CAUSE I FOUND THREE OF DADDY'S HIDING PLACE FOR HIS LAPTOP!
AND ALL OF THE TIMES I FOUND IT, IT WASNT DUMB LUCK.
I HAD THE FEELING IT WAS THERE, SO WHEN I WENT TO CHECK, IT ISSSS THERE. 
HAHAHAHAH WORSHIP ME, I HAVE POWERS.
first time was in his clothes cupboard.
second time was the drawer under mom's desk.
third time (nowww) was under his sheets!

DADDY'S SO CHILDISH, HIDE THE LAPTOP UNTIL LIKE THAT JUST CAUSE HE DOESNT WANT ME TO USE.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA.

i love tuesdays cause theres fried wanton in school.
i love tuesdays cause theres art lesson.
i love today cause i weighed myself and i lost two kg.

iv been on a sleeping spell the whole of today.
woke up late, went to school, continued sleeping, couldnt open my eyes when i had to walk to the art room.
reached home, watch tv halfway, fell asleep again.

SEE I SUM EVERYTHING UP SO FAST.
WHY? CAUSE DAD WENT TO THE SUPERMARKET AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME HE'LL BE HOME!
....i have to put his laptop back to its hiding place :D


OKAYBYE!(chucks laptop back under the sheets)

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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2007|02:40 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]

Im so fucking shagged, i tell you, I AM SO FUCKING SHAGGED.

After clubbing the other day, i came home &had only three hours of sleep, then i woke up to prepare to go out.
met Granville at dhobyghaut first, then we were sposed to take the train to chinatown. but his mom said she wana fetch us there :D so yeah. omggg cool mom, yooooo. and it was a fucking merc.




DAMN TIRED SERIOUSLY.
but okay, i feel that its totally worth it.
&i love them people! [:
Naomi, Roshni, Melissa, Dice, Roxxi, Daryl, Kelli, Granville, Nigel.

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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2007|04:03 am]
[Current Mood | high]

Just came back from Home Club.
yeapppp! have yet to upload the photos taken. had an awesome time there. didnt think of unhappy stuff then. [:
before we started clubbing, asha, yuqian &i took a walk through the tunnel &it lead us to the place where there were memories. ..pleasant memories. [: clarke quay.

At Bella's place now. will be taking the 5.30(a.m) bus home later. clean up, get some sleep, then go for svc.
will be leaving svc early to meet Dice, Granville, Zulli &all for RockForWayne! yeah babaye, Rock&Roll!
would be loving the headbanging! guitars, drums! BadObesession &Sinn arent playing! but Roxxi &Dong will be playing. Awesome, itll be the biggest rock concert for the year. Love them people. im sure il have a great time there.



<3 Professor Lupin, you'll always be.
Dont ever want to have to go and give you up.
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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2007|11:14 pm]
[Current Mood | crushed]


Do you know what it feels like loving
someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed.
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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2007|10:38 pm]
[Current Mood | groggy]



( One last breath. )

Thanks Gf, for being there for me, as i wept away at the playground.


You never got a taste of it.
It wasnt bought.
It was made, ..made with Love.
It wasnt eaten.
It was left there, lying on the floor.
Youve stepped all over me, now im just Crushed.
But my heart's still with you.
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